All I want to know is, WTF about my application isn't good enough? WTF about ME isn't good enough?
I really just want some answers so that I can figure out what my next move should be. I don't think I have it in me to keep working my ass off just to get to that next step. I've worked so hard just to get HERE. I was really, really looking forward to my life finally moving ahead on a different path than it's been on.
I don't know what I'm going to do if this doesn't happen for me.